mixed feeling...

plz dont read this.....who want to get some information out of it....or who thinks this could be motivating.....coz now a days i am far away from my friends,family...and doing a work on computers which i hate the most....

But this new year i promise to myself i am going to change this all........either I will change....or i will change situations but i wont cry....

nowadays I am in habit of crying i front of everybody....."that i am feeling bored,i am not happy and all"

I need to change....as it is the supreme desire of every human to grow....i want to grow morally, spiritually, physically and above all mentally....be strong.....speak less and be happy always and every time.....and remember the hard work  always pays...and laziness drowns you.

I promise i will do it......

and one more thing i am writing too many "I's" in a small passage....seems i am becoming egoist....

lot of things to work on!!

god help me!